Some odd thoughts at 2 in the morning

1. I'm realizing that as I get older, I no longer cry when I'm sad. It's actually harder on me.
2. I wonder how differently people react to someone who's crying versus someone who's literally at breaking point, and yet can only look blue.
3. It's weird how locations in the city trigger memories of the things that were shared there. Even cross-streets.
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6. Wow, there's a really, really strong longing in me to be understood...or at least to be worth the endeavor.
7. This numbered list is far tamer than the one I wrote last time.